birds and the beees

Life has been great. Made new friends, met up with old friends, i've got 2 tuition assignments now, had my coke-light-of-the-day, coffee-of-the-day-, and werthers-of-the-day. Stayed at home for a couple of days after the church camp, just to get some alone time. So after today, I shall be resuming to busying around.

The church camp had been a great experienc. Sort of like being nudged out of my comfort zone of passivity to a role that required my co-leader, Puden and me to be enthusiastic and sort of to get our grp pple to be more involved. That feeling was actually very new to me. I was kinda self-conscious at first, but later I just decided like whats the point of restraining emotions. Just let the hair down laa. A few friends really did impressed me with their maturity and their spiritual depth.

Kinda felt drained after it all, being around people 24-7 for 4 days is not reeally my kind of thing. A few times I just felt like going off in a corner, stone just let my mind drift around. But i couldn't possibly do that. Anyways, had a great talk with Jacob over at Palawan beach on the last night. We were just sitting at this beach cafe, which had already closed at the time we arrived. But luckily there was a 7-11 store nearby, and we got a drink and just talked about the whole camp, about life, about relationships. Nice time it was. Eventually the mosquitoes really pissed the living daylights out of us, and we just went back to the campsite, returning with many love smooches by the love-deprived mosquitoes. Damned insects. This time, it was Es, Jacob and me talking in the room. Somehow Es just fell asleep midway.

Activities for the rest of the week seems pretty good to me. Life is looking up. The sky is blue..birds are flying happily in the air. And holy moly..a lukewarm slugde of shit fell from the sky and landed on my forearm, just this morning. Tell me all about more about the being as free as a bird. Apparently, they are very generous with their showers of blessings too. Crap.