funny!

I suppose this is going to be a long entry. A somewhat personal one to cause I feel that it feels more than just random musings about stupid issues. Was talking to Sb for about three hours last night, we were just talking about our friendship, relationship issues and very up front honest opinions. I cant reiterate how that important it is to me, since most of the times i dun like to reveal the whole of my thoughts. Somehow it is possible to have several groups of different friends but all seems to be scratching the surface. It feels that things can actually go much deeper, but because due to several factors like lack of trust or lack of a common ground, there is little incentive to delve any further on. Hmm..I digressed. Anyways, Sb is one that i feel that all thoughts in my head can just be released without prior filtering/self-censorship before opening my mouth. So really there is comfort in the knowledge that your dear friend over the end of the other line would not judge you for anything that you say.

Anyways, funny things have been happening of late. Like this 17yr-old boy, who is my friend's friend, telling me stuff like he misses me alot, and whether I can give him a chance. What is the world coming too man. That little boy is only seventeen! J1...my gawd. When I heard that, I was totally stunned, with the emphasis on the -ED. It pretty much gives you the feeling like something serious is going on, but you just feel like farting, but you jolly well know of course you cant fart as if the air around is all yours, and that is so socially inappropriate..so you try to control your fart by holding it in, but all fails and you release a bring-down-the-house-eque fart. Oh well, something along that line happened. I was really trying not to laugh, but in the end I just laughed very loudly and the more i tried to hold it back, this irritating snorting sound just came out, for a very long time. Honestly, I was feeling embarrassed with my lousy behaviour. Haaha..the cute little boy was addressing me "babe" and it is really extremely weird. Like if one day I go home, my little brother calls me "hi pretty!" I think i'll basically just drop everything and call the ambulance. So anyways, he was pretty perturbed and very disturbed and he asked me what was wrong. I had no heart to tell him how i really felt, so I just told him that I think he is very cute. But somehow, you know..meanings of words are in people, I mean cute as in refering to someone younger than me, cute as a button that kind. Sigh, and apparently it got totally misconstrued along the way. He took the "cute" to mean cute guy, of that sort. Kids are really growing up so fast! But anyways, I told him very nicely that with his height (185cm) and his sense of humour, there will be a lot of girls of his age going for him, and that older girls are like preserved prunes, left to the older pple, and so it is not as good. I mean how can you actually bear to tell a 17yr old boy like smack in the face right? Just got to be nice and tactful at times. sheesh..

Ah today was spent giving tuition, telling Sheryl about the new version of the three little pigs which I made up inpromptu during the tuition, cause I could see that she was really going to fall off the chair if i told her anymore about grammer and vocab. Anyways, my story had a very sadistic ending which now in retrospect, is wholly inappropriate for the ears of a seven yr old. It was something like the pig clan and the wolf clan went to war, and basically the pigs all died in my story, then the wolves made pig intestine soup and sold it at the hawker centre downstairs, and all the wolves became rich. Totally out of point. But never mind, Sheryl told me this is the first time she heard of this version..but of course! But really it is all good cause the concentration seemed really in good form after the three little pigs story. Shaun on the other hand was a wee bit restless today, but the very mention of planets and satellites made him sit up and listen. Anyways I almost died-ed teaching 3 straight hours of tuition today. Utterly zombiefied to the inner pineapple core.

bleargh..my fingers are tired. no idea how to end it, so i shall just leave it here.