Yawn

I started out wanting to rant a bit about school, about how numbing projects are. But of course it's the last thing i want to discuss now. It's just odd that we have projects in place to simulate some thought process and lend depth to the module that we are studying....all that is so rosy and idealistic on paper. In actual fact, its not half as fun as it seems. Usually it's done in such a regimented manner that it kills the joy. Regimented by and large due to time contraints. ok, enough said. Ah, ok..i kid. It's constipating me by not saying. Is it the air in Ntu or is it just the free access. Its depressing, it just makes zombies out of people. Somehow, going over to the library at the Humanities block feels less stifling. For some strange reason. I guess it was only a smidge better only during lunch when wx and i went cafe quad. It's the free access lab i maintain. The corridoors are in a delightful shade of grey, kind of matches my uppity mood. bleargh. But of course there are other things that genuinely makes me feel real happy. These mostly has nothing to do with school at all. Like yesterday, Nat was a real joy to be with, and today amidst all the project-blah, Py and i apparently managed to steal some time together. Like some school rendezvous. haha..apparently a guy stood her up today, and the guy is her tutor. So im like the substituted fun-by-default. Nice though. =) Funny this fickle little finger of Fate. Methinks they just lump and dump all random and inexplicable things under this halo of Fate/Ladyluck. Cause it is really inexplicable and so that makes it all the more mysterious. Surely God is much wiser than to make things occur at random. Its probably just people that do not have full appreciation of the situation and made it out to be as sporodic as a pesky mozzie travelling in the air. It's more than meets the eye. Honestly do think so. Tagboard dearest sure had a mind to ressurrect and never come back. This is Fate. =)