No idea

Random moments like this when i feel bothered. Emotional attachment scares me the same way the carpet is pulled from underneath the feet. Its either total indifference to a point where i cant remember a projectmate's name, right up the 7th week, which is now. Or it is the other extreme of being emotionally needy. Cause for some strange reason i love to hover around, disturbing people that are close to heart. And obviously i can only do that to people whom im familiar too, and they actually like the hovering around. Other than that, passivity is the norm. Which makes me feel really inadequate right now, cause i have to hold back, and boy it sure does feel strained. But is there any way better out? Don't exactly think so. hmm..shall leave it here. This is so confusing.