last day of 2006

Last day of the year usually triggers off all thoughts of expectancy for the next. This year has been good because the mist shrouding the big picture has eased off; not all but enough for me to see clearer. And really, what is important and what is not. What is fluff, what is second guessing. Its all the things that goes through your mind as you sit on the bus with the surroundings crossing both sides of you, but what matters is the destination.


Maybe along the way you meet nice people. But they will leave, somehow. I have increasing acceptance for this. In a way it i'm more appreciative of everyone because its a gift that they are around, and at the same time bear in mind not to have emotional latches on people all over the place. Its quite a sad realisation, kind of like compartmentalising feelings. Which doesnt come naturally per se. Rather its something you have to use the objective side of things to clamp it to reality.


Basically, i rest in comfort that He has been graceful to me for so far and for many to come. The peripherals that come my way are not within my area of control, I just got to make sure that the reaction to things is in line to what it ought to be. Because i dont know what to trust. In a bit of a sardine situation. haha..I'm wondering is it plain greedy not to be happy about the status quo although everything has been good??


No idea. But yeap, i love all my close friends. I'll make sure i'll treat you even better next yr.