Shake the tailfeather, shake off the water

However should you describe a feeling that makes you shake your head and go..now really what is that in words. Yes. The heat of the final year i can feel, most definitely.


For a lack of a better word, i feel pretty un-relatable in words these couple of days. It gets choked somewhere cause again, thoughts are futile in words. Period. I don't know but recently am wary about what i say. Because, really. Say for what?


Now really. WHY should i even bother entertaining those defeatist thoughts, those snide remarks, those times of 2nd guessing, momental bouts of self-doubting. It shows a lack of faith and an insult to self to go round robin time and again...of assuring, to assertive, to questioning, then to assuaging, to 2nd guessing, back to assuring. Tiring in superlative form can!!?

Sound frustrated? For sure. Frustrated about why i let one foamy opinion bother me so much, enough to do a poop to the eager psyche. It is so, so not worth it to let it chew on the confidence. I'm trying to nip this negativity in the bud before it comes and bite me in the butt. :(



But if this aint self sabotaging, i dont know what it is.


So! To many Bottomlines & Topdots...


Do not EVER 2ND guess.


Cheeers.


*jacob works it below!* :D