SIGH

Its plain strange to have something good come along. While i'm pretty used to feeling bummed, I supposed every dog has its day, every person, an icing on her cake. It had been a good start to the year. For that, i must give thanks. Certainly i hope this is just the beginning of the ride up the ferris. Each time my prayer has been a series of questions, and it gives immense comfort just to see that little silver lining. Just about enough to spur me on.


One random thought. I would love to get on a cablecar at Mount faber really soon! Just for no particular reason except to scare myself abit as i stare down many many feet. And as the cabin goes swinging from side to side, geeee..is the rope strong enough?? Nah. Its the scenary I like. And at times we wish for people around, what we really want is people who have a mutual understanding around.


Like similar quirks of observing how civic-consciousness our society has honed us to be. Says even the signboard on the MRT tracks urging you to "Act Responsibly" (even in times of pre-suicidal verve), to always think of the social consequence of your act. Even how we roll our eyes in mock dismay each time we hear someone sprout a senseless cliche..and ironically forgetting how cliche it is for us to roll at someone else's cliche. And also how we push each other smack in the faces of our ex-crushes, only to look like complete fools in front of the person we really would love to impress.



For all that my friend, i WILL miss you when you head to the States. When i see a pathetic scene and stifle a grin inside, i will think of how you look when you hear of something outrageous. If you could, and if you please...do take a cutesy picture of yourself , with your jeans tucked inside your cutesy little boots, wearing your cutesy little beanie, beside a cutesy little cartoon statue. Just so that Ah dot and i know that you are safe and very sound.



You know what, i miss you already. So you sobby pruneface, you better miss me too.