Its really kind of weird but I'm actually feeling happy, and very bimbotic this week, and it sure feels good! Away with all those melancholic thoughts! Shoo~! Anyways, I just got a new tuition job and up goes my salary =). The ability of earning your own keep really does feel good, simply because stretching our your hand and receiving money from parents does not. I'm actually aiming towards that. Anyways, recently I have so many bitchy rants in my head, I'm feeling really bitched-up..hahaz, but somehow it doesn't bother me, cause as far as I'm concerned feeling that way is better than feeling all pooped up. Sigh. Frankly at times, people in general delve too much into thinking about what others may think of them. Its tiring to construe some form of mental assumptions of the various possibilities of their thoughts, since the human brain is often ever-so-random. Anyways, I was lounging around and thinking of all the random thoughts that happen to float past my feather-brain. Too random to actually translate them into words, but something along the line that I find a person's actions very very puzzling, and it made me very bewildered as to why the person behaves in that particular manner. This is because I simply cant understand why, and frankly I don't understand why I even bother to try to understand. Maybe is all those ka-pohness that is lurking beneath. Hell yes..It must be! Hmm..just put it this way..everyone likes to point fingers, and attribute someone else as the reason why they made a mistake. Cause not only is this super convenient, it lifts the ego into that ah-told-ya-its-bloody-not-my-fault kind of mental mode. Oh well, point all you want then, if it makes you happy. But didnt your mama tell ya that its rude to point at others? Evil aside (But i say God gave me fingers to point!) **says indignantly in a shrill and whiny voice** Ho Ho, my block is having some re-painting. It really shocked the hell out of me when I saw anah neh outside my window. Scary. Okays, I digressed. Yep, exams are sure ending soon and that is really one thing to look forward to, if I don't bomb any of the mods, but I guess that is a forseeable possibility. Anyways, was talking to ah dot and Sabai yesterday, and really thank God for best buds! It sure feels damn shiok being able to just trash everything out, air all the dirty thoughts, condescending ones, cynical ones, hopelessly bitchy ones, and don't get shot down. I really really love them. Oh and I realised that I really dig guys who resemble bears. As in guys with the Huh? look on their face, so huh? and cute that you can imagine them walking around with their whole arm inside a pot of honey. Super duper yummy you know. But too bad for me..we don't have many human-bears walking around. Maybe I should just check myself into the zoo and get some zoo citizenship. By the way, since I'm on the topic of feather-brain talk, I gotta set the record straight on something. Vanilla coke is ridiculously horrible, and the tagline on the can is horribly ridiculous. So it says seductively smooth, but hell no! I wasn't a tad seduced for that matter. Okay, this entry is going nowhere and making no point..but never mind since this is indeed a random fugging post! Oh no..i just saw pooh bear signed in msn..heeee