humour-ise me or i shall terror-ise you

Had a realisation to things. Friendship takes two hands to clap, simple as that. For that to happen, I always thought there has to be some form of chemisty between two people. The spark, the crazy over the top laughter. It is only through that, that I actually feel closer to the person. Its like a shared laughter over a mutual joke can really do wonders to tie two people together, especially so if only the two of you in the world understand the ridiculous joke, even better. Ah, I cannot go on more about how I find some friendships draining. There is not only no connection, but it seems so dreary, I wonder at the back of my head why are we even bothering to converse, when everything is going to skirt round the same damned point. Where you see absolutely no room for further improvement to the friendship simply because there is no chemistry. Quite frankly, that friendship becomes an obligation. Recently, a friend tried to pry me open. I doubt she will ever read my blog so its good, I can blast. Muahhaa..Doesnt feel good at all. The more she tried, the more I gave cliched answers. Personally, I cant stand cliched answers that are said merely for the sake of some semblance of a cordial reply. And again, cliched answers are usually given without much thought, cause they are really convenient. And so, I was giving her truckloads of cliched answers, those that i could answer even in a comatose state. Man...I'm really sorry that the friendship is always around skirting those few same subjects, and there's no laughter at all. The whole net experience was like sitting in the dentist chair, without the dentist. Its boring you wait wait and wait till you fall asleep, only to be awaken by a nurse to tell you..oops, sorry the dentist is away. And the more constipating fact is that you smile and smile...sometimes for no particular reason, till you start to think of your own smiling behaviour as being really stupid. But anyways, thank God for friends with a good sense of humour. Come to think of it, all my closest buds all have a wicked sense of humour, as well as a devilish side. It makes them so interesting, I cant get enough of them!