Good time we had outside today over at Marina's. Ate at one of seafood bbq joints, the place looked dirty and all, BUT! it is the company. And thank goodness for 24 hr Macdonald's places! It allows for good yakking pleasure. Coke light is ACQUIRED taste. :)


Really, who can claim being happy as their prerogative? Its quite elusive, to me this entire thing about being happy. Its totally sight transparent, directions to it are quite hazy, but yet it can build the psych of a person up. So i guess the things that cannot be seen, are the most treasured. Because nobody can hold Happiness at ransom. And Happy is not sold off the racks.


Well, ok very well just admit to self that i'm not feeling gd. Its disheartening to be pointed out for not putting in the effort towards a friendship and when i did go out of the way to do smthg nice, its just off the radar. now i am doubtful. That despite all our rahrah sisterhood thing: is it more of a flashy display of affection, or just a thing of the past. That thought is having me feeling nauseated now. People have priorities, and oh, the building up of expectations is a strange forboding of its collapse. So very well. It just means one thing.