sundance raindance

Being needy is certainly not a boost to one's self-esteem. You feel helpless and dependent and not in control. Just like a floundering butterfly, helplessly finding some dry spot to land. Whatever it is. No one is indispensible. Just gotta grit on, make do, be merry, think happy thoughts. The mood's better now, no pissed up my alley. Wouldnt it be good if all good things in life are served on a conveyor belt, were you merely have to plonk your ass on a cushiony seat, snap the chopsticks apart, await the goodies to travel to your sight, aim, kiap it up! And thats all. No sweat. Oh..best if it serves buffet style..heehee..and since when do goodies have a marginal ultility of zero?? They are on a constant demand, which does more does not diminish. Who says too much of anything is bad? I would gladly welcome these showers of blessings with happy opened arms.. I may even do a rain dance to welcome (them) to my life!