Revelling in self-indulgence

Oh well, it's early in the morning few hell hours more to school and i'm actually blogging. What the heck. It doesn't matters anyways cause I'm really used to going to school in that half-dazed, half-not there kinda mental frame. Maybe going to school was a whole dream by itself. Nonetheless, I'm feelin happy, woohoo~, new lappie. All's good, except the fact that it only has like 6 songs in it now. So the songs are basically on repeat mode. Anyways, one of my new year's resolution is to stop making myself upset for no reason. It kinda makes no sense cause everyday there are enough frustrations by itself without the self-created ones. That means no more crying at night or feelin sappy. i'm gonna banish all the feel-sad days, and not add any more to the sob list. One friend once said that no one has the right to make you feel unhappy, and if they do, it's simply because you endorsed that feeling. says it all man...

Friends in uni have been a rocking cute bunch, now that our real-life friendster network is kinda expanding, so are the days where we are planning to go out. I never imagined that one marketing project would actually bring us this close. Seems like there's activities slated this thurs and fri, and some back-to-school party at weixiong/ernest's hostel. Hmm..celebrating what i'm not too sure. Sheane wants to go selegie to eat dou-huey. Faye's organising a night out of talking and playing board-games. Hahahaz, epitome of total decadence.

Man! I've got this weird dream last night. So it was this empty field, and this particular guy standing there, whose identity shall remain unknown for now. In the dream, he's pretty buffed up though in reality...ya u get the drift. Okie so for that split second, I was mebbe a wee bit blown off. Then he was wearing that kinda dirt bike racing gloves. So i went up to him said "you are such a poser", ran off, that's it dream ended. Hahaz, I dun even know wat that means.

Anyways, thats not important. i've pretty much come to the conclusion that most guys in general are quite hard to figure out. And now i can't help grinning and sniggering at smthg. Okie gurls..haven u all realised that in the word UGLY, spells GUY too. Hahahaz, and the L?? L for love? my foot. three out of four letters, u don't call that PURE coincidence right? hmm..so maybe this word was invented by some hard-core feminist. So feminism has already firmly established it's roots like eons ago. hahaz, guys..dun whack me!