dimsum steaming

going to watch


DIM SUM DOOOLLLIESSSS

THANKS My dear friend for giving me tix. honestly i really really appreciate it that you remembered a casual remark i made. Maybe it may seem not really impt to you, but ah it feels darn good. Not so much from getting the free tix, but because a friend remembers! =) its just comforting you know.

Din dae is going to Switz. hOPE she can cope there. hmm..

today it wasnt too bad cause somehow, im getting numb again. gOood. as much as being close to someone feels good. but somehow there is always this level of expectation, even if you constantly remind yourself not to expect. Like accusing a friend not to take you for granted seems wrong cause you shouldnt expect to be treated like this precious little bundle by ur friend right.? Qy can be so at ease maybe because of this easy come easy go attitute. Nothing pinches.

I dunno la. but it wasnt too bad since i just decided to let go.cannot cannot expect. cannot be taken in by words. cannot be indifferent to others. but emotional smoke gets in ur eyes, and it sends a little tear down, then a fucking downpour.

then just makes me fucking pissed, like cry for fuck?

such a fuck of a wussy. argh. no need to say anymore.