Seems to me that everytime when there is this want to blog something that is actually nearest to that feeling at the point of time. Something anal pops up, and I wholly digressed. This is pretty much the way I handle many things in daily life. The agenda in mind, then totally deviating from the course. Bummer. I am just kind of sad at the realisation. The kind of realisation where you thought you were someone of a certain importance to someone, but thing is the person has a lot of "important" people who shares the same seat as you. Its a selfish thought of wanting the whole of the person, or well, the bigger share of the person's heart. Bah. So in the end, value of that importance is diminished. And I feel crapped. Really it is disappointing, gives this ache-twitch in my heart. But theres nothing much you can do about it, prolly I have offended anyone in this way, which i am not aware of? With that said, I extremely dread today's tuition. That girl is plain irritating, everytime i step in her house im like counting down the hours so I can get out. First, when im teaching the sec2 girl, her sister sits close beside me like stuck to my side, and plays with my hair. Damn irritating. I cant stand this kind of clingy girls. A few times i showed a "haha-go-do-you-homework-over-there" face. But she doesnt get it! Then she comes and ask me where i buy this pencil, that pen, that ruler, that eraser, that pencil-case, that highlighter, and she tests out my pens. Wah lau eh, damn irritating. Her sister! Ask me my height, my weight, why i dye my hair, if i put mascara anot? or wait is that eye-liner i see. The whole freaking 3 hrs there, i have to fend off pesky girl hands trying to touch my hair or my arm. I'm like can you STOP touching me, cause i hate it. urgh. If not for the money, i would have bail. Once a week, and its irritating the bullocks out of me. The only solution? Think money money money.