recollections

today feels a little numb, as always. The accounting presentation was a-okay, until the question and answer session. Coz i always have the tendency to stone when others are presenting, so i pretty much assumed that everyone will do the same. Hah! so not true. That's it man..my tutorial classmates were so alive during the session. I was like standing down there like one bloody klutz, coz i din know how to answer their incessant bombings. so the first question went like this.."do you mind explaining how does the stakeholders benefit from the financial leverage ratio?" WTF was the first thing that came to mind. so i was the one tt mentioned financial leverage ratio then. haizz..never mind. if u cant convince them, confuse them. **beem** and that was the lousy tactic i used, trying to smoke my way through. Man, i was kinda sniggering inside when i saw some puzzled faces. Haizz..im weird i know. Aniwaes, luckily my project mate came to my rescue..hahaz, and therefore saved me from the continuing my act of the blabbering baboon.

oh well, ramblings aside. today i did smthg that i never did for a long while..i ran 17.6km on the treadmill inclined 8.0%. woo~feel so powerful now. And it feels great, immense satisfaction. hmm..and so besides that nothing really happened.

oh ya, i got a message from my friend in rvhs, where he was my classmate for 4 yrs. Funny thing is that i never really talked to him properly till now. Such a pity. 4 yrs, but no contact. Anyways, i'm just glad that i haven lost a friend, cause what he says really gives me a different perspective towards things. I'm a wee bit surprised at the pre-conceived notions he told me that he had on me. Ermm, he thought that i lost weight during jc through clubbing. sigh..was kinda perturbed by that remark. but this din come across as shocking because i was rowdy and damn mean in sec school. Like kena aimed by discipline mistress, super bitchy and..haizz..thats enough. So its understandable to have the pre-conceived notions. I think he's being very nice by sparing me the embarrassing details. Actually, secrets that i used to tell a particular close friend was like leaked out like nobody's business. feel kinda hurt. i mean, i din explicitly said that those where secrets, but its obvious isn't it? haizz, apparently she repeated it many times, in front of many different groups of people. But im not angry or what. Coz if i've got no dirty secrets, then theres nothing to say. okie..i dun wanna like say anymore, cause she's still a very unique friend i've met. And its far too petty to jeopadize friendships over things that have long passed.