Questions? Answers, some time later.

It's interesting, the way the word "random" tag is pinned onto events with no plausible explanation. Quite a crude classification. Maybe as time goes along, i can put in the correct folder under the correct tab. So as to have a better Outlook of eveything. You know, like Microsoft. Hmm, that was rather contrived.

The problem is, there are many ad hoc events. Which i totally do not understand, which is pretty understandable, considering the finite capacity of the human mind. What can i say, but say it again? Does little to allay the situation, 'cept that office dynamics and protocol is so new to me. Sometimes i really, really wonder, does prayer get through all the time. Of course, the right answer we all know. It's just a thought, text-articulated.

I pray for guidance, amidst a seemingly prolonged blackout. What is going on??

What can I do?

The grass, seems greener, if it was looking in from outside. Actually, its just a mirage. Because life is about opportunity costs. And something's got to give. But giving is often at a individual level. It exists, even though not as apparent.


I would rather go easy in some areas. Amazing. I'm at a loss for words, and totally thought drought-ed. bummer.

A Right, a Favour, a Need & a Want

A right is something one feel that Life obligates you. A favour is something someone extends in the name of goodwill. Conflict stirs when A feels that B is a personally-assigned angel riding on the horse of obligation. But B feels that no, it aint so, its a one-time favour. Thats. It.


A need is something one requires in order to survive. But then again, some people require clean water, others require a gucci. And so, life-supports come in varied forms. A want is a desire, that one conjures, and results in a smidge of salivation when its air castles come to mind.


What is a right, a favour, a need and a want? Sad to say that quite a significant portion is greed-defined, and it has a pretty insatiable appetite. Quite disturbing really.

Face of a man

Happiness stretches a time, further then happy can contain. It is amazing how with age, you realise that emotions are dressed with much sophistication. It has a core feeling, and tails a smorgasbord of peripherals. Bittersweet, love-hate, and the like. Words simply fail to entangle that motley assortment. Or sudoku for that matter. Even Happy rolls out an entire glad, ecstatic, bliss, awesome, etc. Which again makes this thing really confusing and impossible to understand.


But come to think of it. Scientists say that our basic construct is not far from the chimps. That sounds really contentious. I highly doubt that they experience surging emotions while cracking a peanut. Or jabbing ants out with a twig. Of course we are so so different. Made in the likeness of Him. So praise the Lord for those range of emotions. For the happy little dog wears his heart on his tail, whilst we humans stash a groupie of masks under our happy little veneer.